Sometimes I worry about her as if I'm her mom. I was kind of rooting for her last night. I wanted her to redeem herself. I saw a short clip of her rehearsal, and it actually looked okay. But then the actual performance...holy crap. She was completely stoned. She just wandered around the stage and forgot to even lipsynch half the time. And the outfit - well, it's not like she's obese or anything, but maybe it's a little soon after the babies to be so nudie. I worry she'll be dead soon. What a mess!